Hi, hello, annyeong.
This shall be a very random post since I have nothing to do today.
So, I've finally turned 18. But the saddest thing was my birthday was during the MDS in Dengkil and apart from that, none of my housemate know my birthday thus the loneliness I felt as the clock ticked 12.00 A.M. and actually none of us was asleep at that moment. We were waiting for our turn to hit the shower.
Until then, I didn't even mentioned it was my birthday, I mean, how could I? Then Mira called me and avoided wishing my birthday though, I've asked her if she didn't have anything else to say and she just replied with a laugh. And some friends whatsapped me, wishing a happy birthday. But I was feeling very lonely and I missed my dormmates the most. Looking back through 2014, and 2015. As the clock struck 12.00 AM they would surprise me with all sorts of shitty things, and that moment in Dengkil. They didn't even know the day was my birthday. But it's okay, I'm okay. Oh and I looked for Bella the whole day to wish her birthday, and shared our heartbreaking celebration in front of Pusat Islam :(
Anyways, I was hoping for a lot of torture and ragging throughout the MDS but we only had a lot of talks and talks and more talks to be heard. Which is very boring. I mean, where's the fun of orientation without tortures? Also, I don't understand why we had to pray at the court when they could just give us the permission to go to our room to pray for 15 minutes and gather downstairs again. Which, in my opinion, is better.
I'm very glad many of SGS friends are in Dengkil with me or I'll end up crying all day without anyone I know being near me. Though, my housemates are okay and they are bunch of fun but I still want my SGS friends being near me. But none of them is in the same group. Among the 30 of us, none of us are in the same group, I'm so emo :(
Can't wait to go to the class and study again but I'm scared since the last time I studied was the day before Biology paper during SPM. I hope I won't sleep during class that's the only thing I wanted throughout the 2 semesters in Dengkil.
Okay, thats all
toddles
