Friday, January 1, 2016

#16

Hello, this is the first post in 2016 on 1st January. How ironic.

Thus, high school ended coolly. I shall say. Basically, we when through a rollercoaster ride last year. It was hectic, indeed. With the fights, dramas. Damn girl, if you haven't matured through those things. I don't what can change your attitude.

Will you miss school?
Definitely. Those chaos. Those nuts. I would definitely miss my friends. The classes. College wouldn't be the same. Our schedule aren't as neat as school was. We wouldn't have those fixed timetables. It's different. And I, here, would like to confess, that I am beyond petrified by what will happen once I step into the college life. Will I have the friends that will stick through thick and thin? Or would I have to be alone? Those cold loneliness, would I feel that all by myself? Will it be tough? I mean, I know it is tough. But, am I capable enough to bear it on my own? I'm scared. Truly scared. How am I supposed to handle the world. It's scary.

Have you read about the kidnaps happening in Malaysia? And how it turn out to be the girl was actually with her boyfriend the whole time? What's happening to the society though? How irresponsible are you, making your parents worried sick. The nation went wild with the news. The girls basically was terrified to go outside by the so-called kidnap case. Getting all panicky when they saw a white van. The police was doing extra works just because your so-called phone calls saying you were kidnapped and someone was going to sell you. Wow, girl. You impressed me by your reckless action and your stupidity that exceeds anyone's expectation. It irked me how reckless the girls nowadays are. How freely their lifestyle are. Hanging out until the very morning, only to come back at 3 AM. What happened to the curfews? Is it not relevant anymore? Aren't the parents at least worried of their children's whereabouts? Damn bro, if I'm not home by 6.30 PM my mom would be calling me non-stop asking where I was. But, I guess, that's not relevant anymore? You could go out without permission whatsoever. I mean, you could at least inform your mother before going out. What if anything happened? I don't understand the society anymore. How oblivious they are towards the things happening. But they freely share news on the media social without knowing the validity of it. It's ironic, how they acted as if they cared about the country. Saying this and that about the economy, education, privilege, and stuffs. But do they do anything about it rather than ranting on the media social? Of course not. They make fun of the ministers. I know, The ministers themselves make fun of themselves by their statements. But hey, show some respects. And if you hate them so much, then do something. Gather up your strength and use your so-called skillful minds to find out solutions.

God, I feel old ranting about something else than school. I'm old. Damnit.