Even if I do have problems, who do I share them with? Should I call someone and tell them? What if theyre busy? What if they don't even give a fuck about my problems? What if they have their own big problems to solve? Can I talk to my family? Relatives maybe? But how do I start? Most important, to whom?
Of course I could call Ally, Kina, Wan or even my precious The Seven. But then, how do I start? How do I tell? After all these thinking that I did, I'm left with no choice, just act like nothing happened. Act as if nothing or no one hurt my feelings.
But then, here's the actual thing, I have trust issues. I don't know who to trust. My past, thought me not to trust anyone. There's once, I trusted that person so much, I swear I told him everything, and well yeah, he's a jerk. He told his friends about what I told him. It sucks okay.
Anyhow, I have my seven precious girls. Even how down I am in the morning, they make it bright for me. Cheering each of us, hearing each of us' rant on craps, random, love, hate. Planning on building a villa consisting 7 bungalows with a pool, a club, a spa. That's... kind of... weird... But whatever it is, I'm blessed having you guys. Much love :*
But anyway, thanks Aisyah, for being my late night whatsapp-er, hearing me nag about everything, some random craps that I said when I'm bored, how much I cursed when I'm pissed.
And to whoever you are, you took me granted. And hell-o I don't care about you, I'm pissed and I hate you, with all my dearly heart. Thank you :)
