as you know, 2011 is almost ending, oh how time flies :')
and sedar tak sedar, kita semua makin tua. hewhew. okay let me start ze story for today.
Did I've ?
....... as we grow up we need to face the fact that everyone going to change. including ourself, we didn't realized that we're the one who changed. well, i know i've changed. i've changed so much. i've grown up, i'm turning 14 next year. well, maybe my level of maturity changed a little bit.
and i realized i don't really have much friends nowadays. i don't really think i've lost them. but i realized who's my true friends are, who's going to stick with me through thick and thin, who's going to help me and stuffs. thanks to ze new friends yang teramat gila, Lala, Fabell, Aisyah, Mira, you guys are ze best! and ze old friends, Kina, Alia yang always have time for me, this retarded bitch. hewhew. and those fake friends, thanks anyway. i never knew you would be like that.
And 2011 has been.....
2011 has been tough, a lot of dramas going around me. it's hard to keep up. and, disebabkan baru menapak dalam alam sekolah menengah, well yes i had hard times. i really miss SMK Padang Tembak, hewhew. eventhough i don't really like that school, but i had fun, no dramas. being surround by people that i've known for years, what could i ask for more? then, dapat surat tawaran masuk SMK ZON R1, it was lonely at first. LOLJK, i made friend when i first step in. thanks amira, for being the first friend :') then whatsoever got friends, lose friends, party, exams, dramas. gaduh dengan seniors, ain't i'm cool liddat ? to be honest, syiqin pernah terfikir nak bunuh diri, lari rumah semua. but nahh, i guess it's stupid.
this year banyak sangat gaduh. i don't know why. most of time, biasanya syiqin setakat nak backup kawan je. then there i am, fighting with words. and kepada semua manusia yang pernah gaduh dengan syiqin, i'm really sorry for what i've said, i realized i'm so stupid to say that stuff, urghhh. so yeah, SORRY :) and baru je semalam, tweet fight with someone yang once meant a lot to me. yes you Lyana, you've once meant a lot, and then you forgot about me, got a new girl, and left me. thanks, i can't deny that i miss the time we talk crap, kutuk orang, gurau semua. thanks Lyana, thank you :')
this holidays....
i spend most of my times, daydreaming about something that i know wouldn't happen.
and most of the time, online, baca fanfiction, makan. i am lifeless. thank you.
to the upcoming 2012 :)
