So, here it goes.
I first met them on 21st January, my first day in Zon R1. The first one that I met was Fatin because she ran to me during recess and asked my name and whatnot. And then I met Aisyah and the rest followed by. I met Lala at the bus stop, the one across our school while waiting for the van. I don't really remember about Yana, Anis and Hanim. I guess it just happened like that.
We actually had a row back then, early 2011, few months after we met. To tell you the truth, it was hilarious and pretty stupid. I mean, what do you expect from a 13 years old teenagers anyways.
Through a lot of ups and downs and a lot of fights here and there. Thank God, we're still friends and still stupid. Words can't really describe how much you girls meant to me, but I definitely love you guys more than pizza, and that's a lot. I love you girls, a lot. I'm not kidding. Thank you for being with me through all these years. Though I had been such a bitch and I don't really treat you girls that nice. Seriously, thank you. For accepting me to be in your life. I can't imagine my life without you girls.
There's a lot for me to say to you girls, but I don't really express my feelings that well. I hope you girls know just how precious each and everyone of you girls meant to me. Never more nor never less. Remember we planned to build our house right next together so we can hang out everyday. And we planned to launch our own cafes, salon, boutique and what not. What were we thinking anyways.
Cheers for our 6 years of friendship, and to many more of us!
So, I'll write something for Fatin since she wrote a letter for me hehuheh.
Fatin. Simply because I was stuck with her in SGS.
So Fatin, I read your letter just now and I teared up. Thank you, I don't usually cry, but of course I have soft spot for love letters. So thank you. Thank you for being stuck with me is SGS for 2 years. God, I wasn't even there for you the whole 2 years doh. I was busy with my own life. I was busy with my other friends. I was busy with whatever else that I could busy myself with, and that doesn't really includes you. I mean, you have your own circle of friends, and so do I. We fought a lot. We laugh a lot. We shared a lot of things together. It's weird studying without you. I've spent 5 years in school with you, and things won't be the same anymore in Dengkil. You're not there with me, and that make a huge difference in my life. Stop thinking about that boy. Stop worrying if he likes your friend. Stop worrying about your hints you've been giving him since forever. If he's worth it, your time will come. If he's not, then just wait. I don't want your heart to be broken anymore. Stay focused! I won't be there in Pilah with you. I won't see your ugly sleeping face anymore. And I won't have you to bother me anymore. Please, stay safe and be successful. I love you.
I hope none of you gets married early, please stay a loner like me. Please don't leave me I'm not ready yet. Let's just hope everyone will be successful and start studying seriously and stop worrying about boyfriends. Or whatever shits we've been through. Let's just study for once and please stop bothering my life. I seriously hate you guys.
Anywaysssssssssssssss
I don't know how I'm supposed to express my gratitude to you shits for today.
So basically, I asked Fatin to pick me up today to go to JJ. And planned to have lunch in Johnnys because I was craving for some steamboat. And I need to buy hangers and extension wire for my new phase of life in Dengkil. So, basically Fatin told me to get ready around 1.30 right after Zuhur. Which I got ready pretty fast because, I mean, JJ je kot. Nak beli hanger je. Why do I need to dress up and everything. So I grab a long sleeve tshirt, tudung bawal and waited for Fatin. And waited, wait some more. And more waiting. Until it was almost 2.30 and I was pretty fueled up. I'm not that kind of janji melayu kind of people since my parents are very strict about time management and whatever. I was starving to be added up with. And they arrived like finally and said she needed to go to titiwangsa. Which, I just go with the flow. I mean, who cares. I don't. Obviously.
And Fatin kept on going the wrong ways, and she seriously failed parking. It's annoying. And it was hot and I was getting sweaty and sticky. She kept on insisting me and Aisyah to get out and walk with her. Which is very annoying, because it's hot and I'm starving. Soooooo, we walked and I wasn't expecting anything. I was that damn oblivious until Fatin told me and Aisyah to close our eyes. Which was damn obvious they had something planned out and I saw balloons and those assholes who said they had waited for us in Johnnys. I ALMOST TOLD THEM TO ORDER SOMETHING FIRST BECAUSE I WAS DAMN HUNGRY AT THAT POINT.
But, yeah whatever. I love you guys. Thank you. I'm obviously not going to celebrate my birthday in Dengkil. I really hate not celebrating my birthday with you shits. Ah mampus ah tak suka aku nak berkasih sayang dengan korang. Sudahlah aku tampal gambar korang dekat meja study tu kira sweet lah tu apa lagi korang nak. Thanks okay thanks. I like the present.
Thanks Lala ingat what I wanted from Typo. I've been eyeing that cushion ever since Typo had it because it's pretty. Thanks.
anyways, shoutout to Amie and her boyfriend for being there too! YAY. mom and dad. huhehuheh
I'm almost 18.
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