The first step of my so-called "Let's Get Matured" starter kit was supposedly the "No Kpop Challenge" that I planned out with Hanis. Just thought that, it's too childish to keep on fangirling over Kpop idols after so long. Pointed out, lets put it on a halt. That's what I said. Though, it didn't turn out well. Since I have nothing else to do rather than scrolling down my Vines and there's the too many Kpop related Vines and I just can't simply say no to scroll down even further down the pit of hell. No joke. So it failed. But who cares. I'm good.
Now, there's a dramatic change that I have finally figured out about myself. The insecurities about my looks. Though, I was insecure about my weight. I mean, being a fat ass I am, there's just one question I have to all the skinny homo sapiens in this universe, how do you resist food. Okay, so maybe you have better metabolism rate than me yada yada I get it whatever. Maybe you workout once or twice a week, which, I should've done that long ago. Okay. My fault than. But the insecurities about the look is beyond my own expectation though. I have been buying makeups. Yay me! I did it!
No guys, I don't do contour whatsoever. That's just too much. I have BB Cushion from April Skin which cost me a life but thank God I've been working part time so it didn't kill me that much. But I really so died a little bit on the inside.
So, I got this set right here. It comes with the BB Cushion. Facial wash for day and night and the whitening Magic Snow, which I didn't use because it scares the shit out of me when I see how fair it made me look like. Which is a plus point why I shouldn't regret buying but I know how dark my skin is so no point lying to myself. So the facial wash has been a great help with my oily skin and acne-prone skin. Still have those nasty pimples, but not as much as I do back then. The BB Cushion is pretty good, I mean I can't really compare it to any other BB cushion, it's my first one. But it was okay, SPF 50++, which is pretty necessary right now. Bought the whole set for RM250. Believe me, I don't understand myself either, but I'm cool.
So basically, this is the holy grail. I don't even believe myself though. I got my own makeup pouch and the just too much to put in such small pouch. Look at all those shit thingy that I have. Congratulation dear 18 year old self. You did it. You spent all your money on this, how does it feel like, dear self. Was it fun, dear self? Was it?
But either way, gotta tell you guys that I love love love love love NYX. The matte lipstick is da bomb but hands down to the all time fav NYX Soft Matte Lip Cream. I had Addis Ababa before, a pretty pink shade *heart eyes emoji* So bought the NYX Butter Lipstick in Fireball. Slight orange tint, which I'm not that huge fan of. Thus, the reason why it haven't finished up my now. Got the liptints, which doesn't really cost that much and it just make me all happy and yeah, just happy. What else is there. Got the NYX Soft Matte Lip Cream from Lala, which she accidentally bought the wrong color for herself so she told me to choose between Milan and Ibiza, and she'll sell the other one. So I though, why not but one and get one for free? Thus, the ultimate reason why I have both Ibiza and Milan in my makeup pouch.
There's my rant about makeup. Didn't see that coming was it? Me neither. Don't worry, I'll try and look for some mascara and lip liner and bronzer and just pretty much everything and be a makeup geek.
Just kidding. I'm good.
Till then. * heart emoji*
Wah wah qee i am officially your fan now
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