#13

Am I depressed? Well maybe I am. Maybe everything just hit me ao hard I can barely stand on my own. Maybe everyone's expectation is too much for me to handle. Maybe I'm just too coped up with some silly things I can't even fathom myself into it. Maybe I never really planned my life and ended up pitying my luck. But I guess that's just what I thought.

The thing is, I don't know what happened. I'm just tired. I'm exhausted by some mere things that I didn't remember doing. I like being alone. No.  I love being alone. I enjoy being alone. I love how the emptiness runs around me, how darkness envelope me. Maybe that's how enjoy my life at its fullest? 

I have my ups and downs. Everyone has. I never meants to hurt anyone. But I'm sorry, but, I'm too weak for this.